Wednesday, 10 April 2013

सब भूल गए हमें


सब भूल गए हमें
सब भूल गए हमें, हम सबको भूल गए
जैसे किसी गहरी चोट में सब यादें खो बैठे हों
सब निकल पड़े टेढ़ी मेढ़ी राहों पर, सपनों का झोला ताने ,
करके वादा मिलते रहने का
फिर भूल गए वो वादा भी बाकी बातों की तरह
वैसे भी.....क्या मिलता किसीको खोलकर गुज़रे लम्हों की गिरह
सबको आगे बढ़ना था,सबको नसीब गढ़ना था
लिखा तो था पहले से मुकद्दर, शायद उसे खुली आँखों से पढना था

पर इस होड़ में कई चोटें खायी होंगी सबने
हर मोड़ पे साथी मिले होंगे नए, हर राह पे बिछड़े होंगे जाने कितने
ऐसे में यादों का बोझ क्यूँ भारी करें,  
क्या अच्छा नहीं धीरे धीरे सबको भूलते रहें
वो बेकार की बातों में जोर से हँसना,
वो लड़ना-झगड़ना, रूठना-मनाना,
यादें और भी हैं खट्टी-मीठी,
पर सबने मुनासिब  समझा उन्हें भूल जाना

तो हमने भी सोचा क्यों न नज़रें चुरा लें बीते कल से
जैसे कल ही शुरू हुई हो ज़िन्दगी
पर फिर यूँ ही कुछ सड़कों पर भीड़ से दूर एकाकी में
अतीत के बिखरे पुर्जे शोर में चुपके से कुछ कह जाते हैं
सब को याद आते होंगे हम ,
जैसे सब हमें याद आते हैं यूँ ही कभी फुर्सत में
वो यारों की कहानी,वो छप-छप करता पानी
वो प्यारी सी हमजोली, वो रोज़ नयापन कुदरत में
किसी से कहकर बोझ हल्का करते होंगे सब इन्हें खोने का
पर खुद में इतने खोये हैं, अब वक़्त भी नहीं रोने का
और कभी तो सपनों में भी वो पल सारे लौट आते हैं
जैसे आज भी उसी कल्पना में रहते हों
पर दिन--दिन धुंधलाती परछाइयों से ये बातों बातों
में कहते हों
सब भूल गए हमें , हम सब को भूल गए
जैसे किसी गहरी चोट में सब यादें खो बैठे हों

Wednesday, 3 April 2013

A bedlam of dreams

Once upon a time,
In a shackled but harmonic world,
The wind was free,
Flowed wherever she might wish to lead
The wanderer, the bondless, wasn’t committed to the bounds of the country
the old woman’s prayers didn’t perturb her a bit
the sweat marks in the hot desert didn’t concern her a penny’s worth
She knew not what it was like,
 to get trapped in a child’s fist
She hadn’t guessed how deeply,
 the tree loved the leaves she blew away
She hadn’t sensed the adherence for the bank ,
the river contained in its fluid heart
she knew not what brought the birds back to their nest,
and that the limitless sky could offer only limited shelter

She never gave a thought,
Before eroding the upper soil off the grounded entity
She laughed like a madcap at the rootless shrubs
being tossed up and down by her floating vigor
though not sadistic she was at all,
for she was too naive to grasp what pain felt like
all she had gauged from whatever she had touched
was sheer joy, an ardent desire to flow
and to travel the lands, to traverse the terrains
to touch the vulnerable and free them from the worthless fetters

This was before she met a saint,
a solitary tree in an old garden,
blossoming with all hues and fragrances
as if all bounties put together for the monarch
of a petite beautiful kingdom
he was too content with all that he had,
every leaf, every bud of him,
too fond of the tranquility within
he lived to fullest, both autumn and spring
devoid of all desires and ambitions, yes he was a saint
too grounded to travel or to even dream of it
his world, the old garden; just next to heaven to him,

This was before the two ends met,
Now the wind that flowed with the heartless valor
Happened to cross the detached paradise  
 the tree that meditated in utmost serenity
had its every atom dancing,
enjoying the unworldly commotion set in place
and the aimless wind for the first time
didn’t pass so swiftly through the leaves
It got stuck and became the very breath of the old saint
The flowers got to know of the places that blossomed too
And the wind learnt what it was like
to dance on the loosely hung branches
the tree was filled with a desire to flow,
a drive to travel and a dream to fly,
and the wind wished the tree could hold her close
clasping her in his branches,
and she prayed she could stay there at least for a season,
with her soul captured in the entrancing landscape,
no one save the wind and the tree
knows how long the dreams sustained….

 This is what had happened ages ago,
Now the garden has withered and the tree has died
‘The saint’-says the tombstone,
the wind still rushes through the leaves,
and blows away the upper soil
but yes, sometimes she does stay and whisper to the saint’s grave,
the old dreams are buried deep as all mortals are,
and the wind, abiding by her nature
again sets out on her usual routine,
her so-called eternal journey,
but with hues and fragrances
that still remain of an old season--
The season, when the tree wasn’t too saintly
the wind wasn’t too free
and the old beautiful garden,
once an unruffled sovereign kingdom,
in a shackled but harmonic world,
was manifested by
 a beautiful bedlam of dreams.